Year 5985

Tuesday, 5 Tammuz 5785 / July 1, 2025 Event Work and Coffee Shop day with Randy and Gab Here and Now I was stressed when Roy arrived late this morning, and we had an argument because he doesn't want to be scolded so he wants to just quit his job, and I was taken aback from his courage but I didn't raise my voice like I would, HOLY SPIRIT held me and I was happy to be held but I cried so much after our argument because I was also hurt by his words, but I hope he would understand what I felt because I did understand what he feels when the GOD told me "See he is exactly like you" I cried to GOD but I was relieved after crying, and I pray for Roy to be a better man and that emotional exchange would not hurt  him. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Chukat, 3rd Portion (Bamidbar (Numbers) 20:7-20:13) Numbers 20:7-13 English Standard Version 7 and the Lord spoke to Moses, saying, 8 “Take the staff, and assemble the congregation, you and Aaron your brother, and tell the rock befor...

Monday, 4 Tammuz 5785 / June 30, 2025 Event Monday work day, Here and Now I slept 1AM and woke up 4AM! Wow! I rose up 5AM this is the effect of the Revelation of Harvey, and today I have never been more excited. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Chukat, 2nd Portion (Bamidbar (Numbers) 19:18-20:6)   Numbers 19:18-20:6 English Standard Version 18 Then a clean person shall take hyssop and dip it in the water and sprinkle it on the tent and on all the furnishings and on the persons who were there and on whoever touched the bone, or the slain or the dead or the grave. 19 And the clean person shall sprinkle it on the unclean on the third day and on the seventh day. Thus on the seventh day he shall cleanse him, and he shall wash his clothes and bathe himself in water, and at evening he shall be clean. 20 “If the man who is unclean does not cleanse himself, that person shall be cut off from the midst of the assembly, since he has defiled the sanctuary of the Lord. Because the water for impurit...

Sunday, 3 Tammuz 5785 / June 29, 2025 Event Sunday Worship, meet with Kim's brothers, and Ate Rush at 4PM Here and Now I wake up late 6AM I think it's really the pillow I'm using but I didn't dream. I have been scared for what GOD has been telling me since yesterday regarding Harvey, GOD loves Harvey so much, HE doesn't want me to mess things up with Harvey, HE wants me to be fully prepared and ready when he comes into my life, and I am indeed preparing myself. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Chukat, 1st Portion (Bamidbar (Numbers) 19:1-19:17) Numbers 19:1-17 English Standard Version Laws for Purification 1 Now the Lord spoke to Moses and to Aaron, saying, 2 “This is the statute of the law that the Lord has commanded: Tell the people of Israel to bring you a red heifer without defect, in which there is no blemish, and on which a yoke has never come. 3 And you shall give it to Eleazar the priest, and it shall be taken outside the camp and slaughtered before him. 4 And...

Shabbat, 2 Tammuz 5785 / June 28, 2025 Event Shabbat Rest, Practice Here and Now I slept 11PM listening to the prayers of Jackie's Faith Friday, and I had no dreams but I somehow have an answer to the questions that I have forgotten to ask. The answer is clear this morning, even without dreams, the answer is Harvey. But I will try to remember the question, I was asking GOD since Thomas has not communicated with me since June 17, I wanted to ask GOD yesterday, if HE had no other options for me to consider, but somehow, with 2 men left and 2 men eliminated, right now, all I remember is the way Harvey looked at me on May 15. The look of Love was all over him, it was so obvious that Randy talked about it when we got home. Finally, my heart is ready to meet Harvey on July. Tammuz is my month, I just hope that I can meet Harvey even before the day of the Interconnect Fellowship because the point is for us to meet, I don't have to wait for another fellowship. But I will wait on GOD, I...

Friday, 1 Tammuz 5785 / June 27, 2025 Event Meeting work, Here and Now I didn't dream of anything but as I read GOD's word, GOD puts into my remembrance Harvey and our first meeting, the way he was with me, clearly wearing his heart out of his sleeves. I like that... SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Korach, 6th Portion (Bamidbar (Numbers) 17:25-18:20) Numbers 18 1 Adonai said to Aharon, “You, your sons and your father’s family line will be responsible for anything that goes wrong in the sanctuary. You and your sons with you will be responsible for anything wrong in your service as cohanim. 2 But you are to bring your kinsmen, the tribe of Levi, along with yourselves, to work together with you and help you — you and your sons with you — when you are there before the tent of meeting. 3 They are to be at your disposal and perform all kinds of tasks related to the tent; only they are not to come near the holy furnishings or the altar, so that neither they nor you will die. 4 They will...