Thursday 31 October 2024

Event

Meeting with Stephen

Interview with safety officer

Here and Now

I slept at 9pm last night! Imagine how tired I was because I had my period and there were unexpected series of events that happened yesterday as Anacel bought 2 puppies last night and I also had a surprise meeting with Farm Expert Sir Galvino and Mom at Golden Prince Hotel. I woke up 4:30AM conversing with GOD about how much I should pay for PaJosephs' computer inventory systmem and we settled that right after waking up.

SOAP

Scriptures 

Genesis 9:8-17

Complete Jewish Bible

12 God added, “Here is the sign of the covenant I am making between myself and you and every living creature with you, for all generations to come: 13 I am putting my rainbow in the cloud — it will be there as a sign of the covenant between myself and the earth. 14 Whenever I bring clouds over the earth, and the rainbow is seen in the cloud; 15 I will remember my covenant which is between myself and you and every living creature of any kind; and the water will never again become a flood to destroy all living beings. 16 The rainbow will be in the cloud; so that when I look at it, I will remember the everlasting covenant between God and every living creature of any kind on the earth.”

Observation

He has a covenant with me to be good to me and kind to me, to love me and always take care of me, to plan good for me and to prosper me, to make me victorious all the days of my life.

Psalm 126

English Standard Version

Restore Our Fortunes, O Lord

A Song of Ascents.

1 When the Lord restored the fortunes of Zion,    we were like those who dream.

2 Then our mouth was filled with laughter, and our tongue with shouts of joy; then they said among the nations, “The Lord has done great things for them.”

3 The Lord has done great things for us;    we are glad.

4 Restore our fortunes, O Lord, like streams in the Negeb!

5 Those who sow in tears shall reap with shouts of joy!

6 He who goes out weeping, bearing the seed for sowing, shall come home with shouts of joy, bringing his sheaves with him.

Observation

This Psalm is like the prayers I have for the Ordoyo family and myself. I have lost a lot in life, hope especially that someone will ever love and take care of me. I have cried for GOD to give me a husband and sacrificed a lot of my life for HIS sake and for the sake of my family, yet HE has not given me my own family and sometimes when I begin to think about the responsibilities it requires, I might not be able to cope with the hardship so that I always assure myself that where I am (single with my family) is the best place for me right now.

Application

HE has a covenant with me, therefore I will not worry but rest in the assurance of HIS promise.

But I don't want to resolve and settle down with this kind of single lifestyle forever. I want to be happy in love, I want to be loved, I know what I want, I want GOD to settle me down in my own home taking care of my own children. So I will continue to trust GOD that HIS timing is perfect for me and HE is preparing everything for me. I sometimes think that it will not be Stephen but another man who is faithful to GOD, stronger, wiser and older for me, more established and can actually take care of me. What I want to see is a man who truly loves me like JESUS does. I know GOD has the best in store for me, HE has covenanted it with me. And all my years of waiting will seem like a watch in the night like the song in Psalm 90

Psalms 90

English Standard Version

Book Four

From Everlasting to Everlasting

A Prayer of Moses, the man of God.

1 Lord, you have been our dwelling place[a] in all generations.

2 Before the mountains were brought forth, or ever you had formed the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God.

3 You return man to dust and say, “Return, O children of man!”[b]

4 For a thousand years in your sight are but as yesterday when it is past, or as a watch in the night.

5 You sweep them away as with a flood; they are like a dream, like grass that is renewed in the morning:

6 in the morning it flourishes and is renewed; in the evening it fades and withers.

7 For we are brought to an end by your anger; by your wrath we are dismayed.

8 You have set our iniquities before you, our secret sins in the light of your presence.

9 For all our days pass away under your wrath; we bring our years to an end like a sigh.

10 The years of our life are seventy, or even by reason of strength eighty; yet their span[c] is but toil and trouble; they are soon gone, and we fly away.

11 Who considers the power of your anger, and your wrath according to the fear of you?

12 So teach us to number our days    that we may get a heart of wisdom.

13 Return, O Lord! How long? Have pity on your servants!

14 Satisfy us in the morning with your steadfast love, that we may rejoice and be glad all our days.

15 Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us, and for as many years as we have seen evil.

16 Let your work be shown to your servants, and your glorious power to their children.

17 Let the favor[d] of the Lord our God be upon us, and establish the work of our hands upon us; yes, establish the work of our hands!

PrayersDear AVI,HOLY HOLY HOLY is YOUR Name O LORD KING of the Universe! O Great I AM, thank YOU so much for everything YOU are doing because YOU are working all things out for our good! Thank YOU so much for YOUR grace and mercy! YOUR favor and love! Thank YOU for answering every prayer even for my dogs to find new homes. Thank YOU for helping PaJoe, thank YOU for bringing justice even for the Ordoyos and I continue to pray that YOUR justice and strength will be with me and all the wickedness in men will be dealt with whoever that YOU are putting in front of me to judge. I continue to ask YOU for salvation for the people whom YOU have placed in my heart, Stephen, Benita, Janine Rose, Jenifer, Sandro, Carlo, Jonathan and Rosielyn these people I pray that YOU deliver them from their wicked ways, and self reliance, and from every wrong relationship and from all their past pain and trauma. I pray for healing and deliverance even for Dad and Mom from their own pain and trauma, from insecurity and fear, sickness and depression. I pray O GOD that YOU will stir up our hearts to keep seeking YOU even especially in the last days that YOU are coming back to snatch away YOUR Bride and Children from this evil world. I pray O GOD have YOUR way everyday of my life, I pray O GOD make successful the bank application of the Pios Family and restore the fortunes of the Ordoyo, redeem them from all their pain. I pray O GOD for YOUR grace for all of us and YOUR provision to come to all of us and justice to be done here in everyplace that my feet treads on because I am YOURS O GOD and YOU are mine and YOU promised me victory and blessings all days because my life is not my own but YOURS. I pray O GOD that I will always hope in YOU, rejoice in YOU, give thanks to YOU and to always look to YOU in all things and I pray that YOU bring my husband to me, and together we will live our days for YOU, having one mind, heart and Spirit always seeking YOU in all things and agreeing, being ONE! Thank YOU O GOD for YOUR favor and love and for this new day. I pray that YOU bless my meeting with Stephen and fill it with YOUR presence O GOD. I pray he will open his heart to me and be my friend, and that he will express whatever is in his mind to me, let there be just openess and honesty because he knows I am one with him. Put it in his heart O GOD, put JESUS in HIS heart, I want him to love YOU completely like I do. I pray O GOD have YOUR way each and everyday in my life and in my husband's life. For YOU deserve all our worship, adoration, love, thanksgiving, all the honor, glory and POWER belongs to YOU!
In the Name of YESHUA My KING and Savior, Amen!