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Friday 29 November 2024

Event
Lunch with David and Kim, Meeting with Stephen

Here and Now
I woke up later, but I was able to poop. 6AM is already late for me... I kept waking up at night, praying for Stephen and then I sleep and woke up feeling better because of the HOLY Spirit


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Scriptures
Genesis 27

41 Now Esau hated Jacob because of the blessing with which his father had blessed him, and Esau said to himself, “The days of mourning for my father are approaching; then I will kill my brother Jacob.” 42 But the words of Esau her older son were told to Rebekah. So she sent and called Jacob her younger son and said to him, “Behold, your brother Esau comforts himself about you by planning to kill you. 43 Now therefore, my son, obey my voice. Arise, flee to Laban my brother in Haran 44 and stay with him a while, until your brother's fury turns away— 45 until your brother's anger turns away from you, and he forgets what you have done to him. Then I will send and bring you from there. Why should I be bereft of you both in one day?”

46 Then Rebekah said to Isaac, “I loathe my life because of the Hittite women.[d] If Jacob marries one of the Hittite women like these, one of the women of the land, what good will my life be to me?”


Genesis 28

Jacob Sent to Laban

Then Isaac called Jacob and blessed him and directed him, “You must not take a wife from the Canaanite women. Arise, go to Paddan-aram to the house of Bethuel your mother's father, and take as your wife from there one of the daughters of Laban your mother's brother. God Almighty[e] bless you and make you fruitful and multiply you, that you may become a company of peoples. May he give the blessing of Abraham to you and to your offspring with you, that you may take possession of the land of your sojourning that God gave to Abraham!”



Psalm 119

Zayin

49 Remember your word to your servant, in which you have made me hope.

50 This is my comfort in my affliction, that your promise gives me life.

Kaph

81 My soul longs for your salvation; I hope in your word.

82 My eyes long for your promise; I ask, “When will you comfort me?”



Isaiah 2220 In that day I will call my servant Eliakim the son of Hilkiah, 21 and I will clothe him with your robe, and will bind your sash on him, and will commit your authority to his hand. And he shall be a father to the inhabitants of Jerusalem and to the house of Judah. 22 And I will place on his shoulder the key of the house of David. He shall open, and none shall shut; and he shall shut, and none shall open. 23 And I will fasten him like a peg in a secure place, and he will become a throne of honor to his father's house. 24 And they will hang on him the whole honor of his father's house, the offspring and issue, every small vessel, from the cups to all the flagons.

ObservationGOD is promising me hope in affliction, as Jacob has endured the hatred of his brother for obeying his mother, he does not regret what he did or blame his mother for whatever trouble has come between him and his brother for obeying his mother. He diligently obeys his parents and be one heart with them. GOD has promised Jacob, confirmed by his mother, GOD has also promised me confirmed by my spiritual mentors.

ApplicationI want to share my plan to Achi Grace whether I should speak to Stephen about how I feel or not because I still feel doubtful about it. I will make time to talk to her today if GOD allows me. And I will rest and hope in the Promises of GOD for me. I already have a husband, I just don't know if he is Stephen or not, but I thought I knew. I thought GOD told me and this is why I have to seek the guidance and counsel of Achi Grace too, but what about PapaJoe's counsel to me, should I not heed it??? I will pray and ask GOD for signs. There were already many signs that HE gave me, me going to CDO, PaJoe meeting him. But I also want to be assured by my Spiritual Pastors if it is right for me to speak my heart to Stephen. But one thing for sure, is that Stephen is not my hope, JESUS is my hope, there is already a man HE prepared to love and marry me. I just can't see this man now.

PrayersDear AVI,HOLY HOLY HOLY are YOU O GOD Almighty! GREAT I AM, YOU are the HOLY One of Israel!O GOD My KING, my soul clings to YOU and my heart is in pain because of the many things YOU say but I will cling to YOU with all I am O GOD my GOD. I pray that YOU will take care of me and what should happen today, I ask YOU to bless my meeting with Stephen, my heart, and my mind, let me find it's peace, confidence and assurance in YOU and anchor in YOU, help me not to lose sight of YOU even as we meet, and that I will give him a positive effect. O GOD my GOD have YOUR way in me and take care of me. I pray that YOU will always be my center and I pray that YOU humble and hold off all my enemies. I pray that YOUR grace will always cover me and do not allow my enemies to defeat me. I pray that YOU will always be for me, my strength, my defender, protector and my salvation. Let YOUR Kingdom come and YOUR will be done always in my life and all around me, where I step my foot on! I need YOU King JESUS!
In the Name of YESHUA Amen!

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