Friday, 3 Sivan 5785 / May 30, 2025
Event
Friday work, Karaoke Night again @ 1Nito with Randy or Sia siblings
Here and Now
Event
Friday work, Karaoke Night again @ 1Nito with Randy or Sia siblings
Here and Now
I slept well not too long, just right but I woke up with thoughts about Thomas because I saw him consistently liking my instagram posts... and I told Randy about Thomas when we went home last night...love is the only way this guy will ever make a move to ask me out, since our single lives are so comfortable on it's own, it would take deep love for the both of us to change from comfort to discomfort and from luxury to hard work...coz marriage is hard work but I'm not going in unless because of true love, the love I have been waiting and asking GOD for. I will wait to see what GOD will do, I am excited because with Thomas I think GOD is about to do something great! OMG, at this moment TY just liked my instagram post!
SOAP
Scriptures
Torah Parshat Bamidbar, 6th Portion (Bamidbar (Numbers) 3:40-3:51)
Job 16
Job Replies: Miserable Comforters Are You
1 Then Job answered and said:
2 “I have heard many such things; miserable comforters are you all.
3 Shall windy words have an end? Or what provokes you that you answer?
4 I also could speak as you do, if you were in my place;
I could join words together against you and shake my head at you.
5 I could strengthen you with my mouth, and the solace of my lips would assuage your pain.
6 “If I speak, my pain is not assuaged, and if I forbear, how much of it leaves me?
7 Surely now God has worn me out; he has[f] made desolate all my company.
8 And he has shriveled me up, which is a witness against me,
and my leanness has risen up against me; it testifies to my face.
9 He has torn me in his wrath and hated me; he has gnashed his teeth at me;
my adversary sharpens his eyes against me.
SOAP
Scriptures
Torah Parshat Bamidbar, 6th Portion (Bamidbar (Numbers) 3:40-3:51)
Numbers 3:40-51
English Standard Version
Redemption of the Firstborn
40 And the Lord said to Moses, “List all the firstborn males of the people of Israel, from a month old and upward, taking the number of their names. 41 And you shall take the Levites for me—I am the Lord—instead of all the firstborn among the people of Israel, and the cattle of the Levites instead of all the firstborn among the cattle of the people of Israel.” 42 So Moses listed all the firstborn among the people of Israel, as the Lord commanded him. 43 And all the firstborn males, according to the number of names, from a month old and upward as listed were 22,273.
44 And the Lord spoke to Moses, saying, 45 “Take the Levites instead of all the firstborn among the people of Israel, and the cattle of the Levites instead of their cattle. The Levites shall be mine: I am the Lord. 46 And as the redemption price for the 273 of the firstborn of the people of Israel, over and above the number of the male Levites, 47 you shall take five shekels[a] per head; you shall take them according to the shekel of the sanctuary (the shekel of twenty gerahs[b]), 48 and give the money to Aaron and his sons as the redemption price for those who are over.” 49 So Moses took the redemption money from those who were over and above those redeemed by the Levites. 50 From the firstborn of the people of Israel he took the money, 1,365 shekels, by the shekel of the sanctuary. 51 And Moses gave the redemption money to Aaron and his sons, according to the word of the Lord, as the Lord commanded Moses.
English Standard Version
Redemption of the Firstborn
40 And the Lord said to Moses, “List all the firstborn males of the people of Israel, from a month old and upward, taking the number of their names. 41 And you shall take the Levites for me—I am the Lord—instead of all the firstborn among the people of Israel, and the cattle of the Levites instead of all the firstborn among the cattle of the people of Israel.” 42 So Moses listed all the firstborn among the people of Israel, as the Lord commanded him. 43 And all the firstborn males, according to the number of names, from a month old and upward as listed were 22,273.
44 And the Lord spoke to Moses, saying, 45 “Take the Levites instead of all the firstborn among the people of Israel, and the cattle of the Levites instead of their cattle. The Levites shall be mine: I am the Lord. 46 And as the redemption price for the 273 of the firstborn of the people of Israel, over and above the number of the male Levites, 47 you shall take five shekels[a] per head; you shall take them according to the shekel of the sanctuary (the shekel of twenty gerahs[b]), 48 and give the money to Aaron and his sons as the redemption price for those who are over.” 49 So Moses took the redemption money from those who were over and above those redeemed by the Levites. 50 From the firstborn of the people of Israel he took the money, 1,365 shekels, by the shekel of the sanctuary. 51 And Moses gave the redemption money to Aaron and his sons, according to the word of the Lord, as the Lord commanded Moses.
WWCF Readings
Job 14-16
Job Replies: Miserable Comforters Are You
1 Then Job answered and said:
2 “I have heard many such things; miserable comforters are you all.
3 Shall windy words have an end? Or what provokes you that you answer?
4 I also could speak as you do, if you were in my place;
I could join words together against you and shake my head at you.
5 I could strengthen you with my mouth, and the solace of my lips would assuage your pain.
6 “If I speak, my pain is not assuaged, and if I forbear, how much of it leaves me?
7 Surely now God has worn me out; he has[f] made desolate all my company.
8 And he has shriveled me up, which is a witness against me,
and my leanness has risen up against me; it testifies to my face.
9 He has torn me in his wrath and hated me; he has gnashed his teeth at me;
my adversary sharpens his eyes against me.
10 Men have gaped at me with their mouth; they have struck me insolently on the cheek;
they mass themselves together against me.
11 God gives me up to the ungodly and casts me into the hands of the wicked.
12 I was at ease, and he broke me apart; he seized me by the neck and dashed me to pieces;
he set me up as his target;
13 his archers surround me. He slashes open my kidneys and does not spare;
he pours out my gall on the ground.
14 He breaks me with breach upon breach; he runs upon me like a warrior.
15 I have sewed sackcloth upon my skin and have laid my strength in the dust.
16 My face is red with weeping, and on my eyelids is deep darkness,
17 although there is no violence in my hands, and my prayer is pure.
18 “O earth, cover not my blood, and let my cry find no resting place.
19 Even now, behold, my witness is in heaven, and he who testifies for me is on high.
20 My friends scorn me; my eye pours out tears to God,
they mass themselves together against me.
11 God gives me up to the ungodly and casts me into the hands of the wicked.
12 I was at ease, and he broke me apart; he seized me by the neck and dashed me to pieces;
he set me up as his target;
13 his archers surround me. He slashes open my kidneys and does not spare;
he pours out my gall on the ground.
14 He breaks me with breach upon breach; he runs upon me like a warrior.
15 I have sewed sackcloth upon my skin and have laid my strength in the dust.
16 My face is red with weeping, and on my eyelids is deep darkness,
17 although there is no violence in my hands, and my prayer is pure.
18 “O earth, cover not my blood, and let my cry find no resting place.
19 Even now, behold, my witness is in heaven, and he who testifies for me is on high.
20 My friends scorn me; my eye pours out tears to God,
21 that he would argue the case of a man with God, as[g] a son of man does with his neighbor.
22 For when a few years have come I shall go the way from which I shall not return.
Psalm 68:21-27
English Standard Version
21 But God will strike the heads of his enemies,
the hairy crown of him who walks in his guilty ways.
22 The Lord said, “I will bring them back from Bashan,
I will bring them back from the depths of the sea,
23 that you may strike your feet in their blood,
that the tongues of your dogs may have their portion from the foe.”
24 Your procession is[a] seen, O God, the procession of my God, my King, into the sanctuary—
25 the singers in front, the musicians last, between them virgins playing tambourines:
26 “Bless God in the great congregation, the Lord, O you[b] who are of Israel's fountain!”
27 There is Benjamin, the least of them, in the lead, the princes of Judah in their throng,
the princes of Zebulun, the princes of Naphtali.
Bible in A Year
1 Samuel 26-28; John 19:1-27; Psalm 68:21-27
Psalm 68:21-27
English Standard Version
21 But God will strike the heads of his enemies,
the hairy crown of him who walks in his guilty ways.
22 The Lord said, “I will bring them back from Bashan,
I will bring them back from the depths of the sea,
23 that you may strike your feet in their blood,
that the tongues of your dogs may have their portion from the foe.”
24 Your procession is[a] seen, O God, the procession of my God, my King, into the sanctuary—
25 the singers in front, the musicians last, between them virgins playing tambourines:
26 “Bless God in the great congregation, the Lord, O you[b] who are of Israel's fountain!”
27 There is Benjamin, the least of them, in the lead, the princes of Judah in their throng,
the princes of Zebulun, the princes of Naphtali.
Observation
In Job 16, Job only proved his closeness and purity before GOD when he spoke to HIM and complained of how GOD has striped him and wearied him without reason because he defended himself saying he did not deserve to be treated by GOD in such a way Job says that whatever punishments he suffered in life were undeserved. I would say his boldness only proves he was a righteous man because nobody would dare to complain to GOD about our sufferings if they were not righteous and holy before GOD.
Application
Surely now GOD has worn me out; he has made me desolate all my company!!! With this I can relate with Job because I could therefore say I have been worn out in the area of my love life. I have kept myself, I have not been in a relationship with a man for 10 years, but I have loved the wrong men along the way, I am worn out loving such wrong men in my life that when I dreamt of Thomas on the 3rd or 4th watch of the 22nd of May, my heart instantly accepted that I have been rejecting the right man since I was young because I could not appreciate the best without knowing the bad ones.
Prayers
Dear AVI,
Blessed are YOU O LORD My GOD YESHUA KING of the Universe!!! Thank YOU for everything YOU are doing in my life, thank YOU for YOUR faithfulness O GOD, for speaking to me even through the songs. I pray O GOD, that YOU will always have YOUR way in me and in everything concerning me and my life. I pray O GOD, be pleased, be glorified and be magnified greatly in my life. I pray for my husband let him love YOU first and let him love only one woman, that is me, I pray O GOD, thank YOU for writing my love story so beautifully. I pray O GOD, continue to heal my parents, Dad and Mom from all the past pain, from every sickness, heal and always give us a humble heart, my siblings and I that we will not sin against YOU. I pray O GOD speak to my husband what YOU want him to do and regarding our future, teach him to fast and to hear from YOU most of all. I pray O GOD, let him already prepare our house and our lives together that we would serve YOU and cling to YOU all the days of our lives. I pray O GOD, have mercy on me. I pray O GOD, let him reach out to me. I pray O GOD that YOU speak to Pastor Timmy and Achi Grace regarding my husband. I pray O GOD, have YOUR way in us. I pray O GOD, deliver Janie Rose and Jeah from the wrong relationships and save Jaja in JESUS, that JESUS will be the love of her life, and that she will be loyal and devoted to YOU. I pray O GOD that Jeah will be a good example to her siblings. I pray for David and Kim to be victorious in their house endeavor and guide them O LORD, give them the victory. I pray O GOD, have YOUR way in us. I pray O GOD, let YOUR will be done always in my life. Thank YOU for everything YOU are doing!!! I am hopeful O LORD, thank YOU for the hope YOU have restored in me. But LORD help me to enjoy every moment, while I am not yet a mother and wife. Help me to enjoy. I pray that YOU will prepare the Sanctuary and every servant to worship YOU in spirit and in truth, prepare us for a deep Encounter with YOU on June 6&&7. I pray O GOD bless this day that YOU have made let me always rejoice and be glad in YOU, my husband too, please GOD my husband too. For YOU deserve all our worship, adoration, praises, and the glory belongs to YOU.
In the Name of YESHUA Amen!!!
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